MENUA Transcendental Agony - Shiv KumarBy Dr. C.S.Chan
Shiv Kumar was a born poet who migrated from the poetic region of Sialkot to Batala at the most miserable moment of human history. It was the Independence of the sub-continent in 1947 - the dreadful, painful, horrible, miserable, devastating, slaughtering and marauding phenomenon, which bisected the trouble stricken North India. The pangs of separation are recurrent themes of this great lyricist of the land. He has been hailed as one of the great poets of all times. Nevertheless, being acquainted with some of his poems, receding and bleeding parting songs and prosodic commentary on the nearly dead ROMANTIC tradition of the land of five rivers, Shiv Kumar has fostered the impression of sentimental romance of the bygone era in the contemporary idiom. Spanning from the folk-stage to the film screen, Shiv Kumar has re-established the heroic, romantic and down to earth tradition of transcendental poetry.
It is not generally known, for example, that Shiv Kumar's creativity overflowed with bawdiness, satire, ardent Panjabi odour and recalcitrant revolutionary thoughts that he imbibed in his poetry. His musical presentation has captivated the listeners over a period of revival of chivalrous, sacrificial and utter-devotional aspect of our culture.
I had an opportunity to see Shiv Kumar in the fifties when he sang his first song (the maiden song) 'Piran da Praga' at a kavi darbar in Jalandhar City's company bagh in 1955. I was perhaps the last recorder and listener of Shiv Kumar in England when he wrote down in one of my book - a poem on 'The Sun':-
'Charh Aa! Charh Aa! Charh Aa!cVH Aw ! cVH Aw! cVH Aw [DrqI qy DrqI-Dr Aw [Aj swrw AMbr qyrw [qYnUM rokx vwlw ikhVw?
I have adorned this poem since 1972 and I am proud of reproducing this great lyric written by the author in his own hand.
PIRAN DA PRAGA was prepared as a manuscript. I asked my friend artist Duleep Singh to illustrate this transcendental poem/song. He chose the image of 'Thohar' (cactus) representing Shiv's poetic thought. Although MAIN KANDIALI THOHAR is not the index poem - this maiden collection by it enjoys the recurrent imagery of this whole work.
To my mind the 'Piran da Praga' and 'Charh Aa! Charh Aa!' were the first and last creations of this great gem of Punjabi poetry of the 20th century. I would like to elaborate this theme in the following words.
He listened with rep attention as an old sage. He learned from chat books and broadside ballads. A boyhood visit to a Mela (folk festival) in the 'Majha' broadened his experiences, revealing vistas stretching far beyond the confines of his father's middle class situation. As he approached young manhood, however, his prospects as either a 'Patwari' or a poet, seemed utterly drearier.
Look at his transcendental Ghazal -mYnUM qW myry dosqW myry Zm ny hY mwirAw [My dear mate, I have been killed through my own miserable plight.I have no grudge against the hot-burning sun of the month of June.The cause of my death is the sweet dew of the beautiful month of 'Chet'.
The Sun that rose early in the morning had to meet the sunset in the evening. You blame the West - No the West did not kill the Sun.The assassin is not an enemyIt is true my friend -Shiv has been killed by his own dear friend.
iSv nUM iek Zm qy hI Brosw sIZm qoN korw jvwb lY bYTw [Shiv had full faith in his 'sorrowful plight,'But alas! Now he has received a blank NO from his 'sorrowful plight'
He changed this verse thus:-cMgw huMdw svwl nw krdw,mYnUM qyrw jvwb lY bYTw [It would have been better if I didn't ask any question or favour from you.From you, the embodiment of grief, in the end, I received a reply as a 'No'. Lost I am in your captivating beauty!
Now he began to create his own orbit within the exalted circles of the elite of the Punjab. He met the antiquarians who were interested in the preservation of old 'Baint Style' poetry and he made his happiest contact with the masses of the Punjab through the radio listeners and the stage.
Shiv Kumar Batalvi
Sh iv Kumar was born on July 23, 1936 in Bara Pind Lohtian (Shakargarh tehsil), in Punjab (now Pakistan). His father was a Patwari by the name of Pandit Krishan Gopal. After the partition his family moved to Batala. As a child Shiv is said to have been fascinated by birds and rugged, thorny plants on the Punjabi landscape. Shiv was exposed to the 'ramlila' at an early age, and it is to be expected that he received what was later to become his instinctive understanding of drama from these early performances.
Shiv passed his matriculate exams in 1953, from Punjab University. He went on to enrol in the F.Sc. programme at Baring Union Christian College in Batala. Before completing his degree he moved to S.N. College, Qadian into their Arts program. It is here that he began to sing ghazals and songs for his classmates. Shiv never gave the final exams he needed to pass to receive his degree. Around this period, he met a girl named Maina at a fair in Baijnath. When he went back to look for her in her hometown, he heard the news of her death and wrote his elegy 'Maina'. This episode was to prefigure numerous other partings that would serve as material to distil into poems. Perhaps the most celebrated such episode is his fascination for Gurbaksh Singh's daughter who left for the US and married someone else. When he heard of the birth of her first child, Shiv wrote 'Main ek shikra yaar banaya', perhaps his most famous love poem. It's said that when she had her second child, someone asked Shiv whether he would write another poem. Shiv replied 'Have I become responsible for her? Am I to write a poem on her every time she gives birth to a child?' Sounds much better in Punjabi (main oda theka leya hoyaa? Oho bacche banayi jave te main ode te kavita likhda rehma?). In 1965 Shiv won the Sahitya Akademi award for his verse-drama Loona. He married on Feb 5, 1967
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Shiv with his wife Aruna
His wife Aruna was a Brahmin from Kir Mangyal in district Gurdaspur. By all accounts Shiv had a happy marriage. He had two children, Meharbaan (b. Apr. 12, 1968) and Puja (b. Sep. 23, 1969) whom he loved immensely. By 1968 he had moved to Chandigarh, but both Batala and Chandigarh became soulless in his eyes. Chandigarh brought him fame, but scathing criticism as well, Shiv replied with an article titled 'My hostile critics'. Meanwhile his epilepsy got worse and he had a serious attack while at a store in Chandigarh's section 22. In the early 70's Shiv came to Bombay for a literary conference. In keeping with Shiv's outrageous behaviour there is a story about his trip to Bombay as well. Part of the conference involved readings at Shanmukhananda hall. After a few people had read their work (one of whom was Meena Kumari), Shiv got on the stage and began "Almost everyone today has begun to consider themselves a poet, each and every person off the streets is writing ghazals". By the time he'd finished with his diatribe, there was not a sound in the hall. This is when he began to read 'Ek kuri jeeda naam mohabbat. gum hai, gum hai...'. There wasn't a sound when he finished either. Shiv has been called a Bohemian. There were complaints about his drinking and some suggestions that his 'friends' had him drink so he would exhibit his outrageous self. Shiv Kumar died in the 36th year of his life on May 7, 1973 in his father-in-law's house at Kir Mangyal near Pathankot.
SHIV - AN INTRODUCTION
GOPAL PURI LiverpoolShiv as the traditional poetical phenomenon was born out of the literary conjugation (Kalmi sanjog) of Amrita Pritam and Mohan Singh, to whom he appropriately dedicated his most important creation 'Briha too Sultan'. Both Amrita and Mohan had personally suffered in their respective love lives on account of circumstances beyond their control. In their romanticism therefore, a personal tinge of desperation was in-evitable. Punjabi character is far more emotional, both in happiness as well as sadness, than all other peoples' of the Indian subcontinent. To succeed as a poet, therefore, one must succeed in making people cry as well as bursting into hilarious laughter with the flow of the lines. In contradiction to Amrita and Mohan, Shiv therefore, developed the most superb art of recitation. He will be long remembered, like Heer Warris Shah, for this emotional rendering of whatever he wrote. I was deeply impressed by his exposition of this vivid magic in the very first Kavita that he gave at our house - 'Ki puchde ho hal fakiran da'. This ren-dering has the touch of Sehgal's voice - '])ukhh ke Aab din bitad nahin' Shiv like Sehgal had the inborn gift of soul-touching expression. He needed words and lines and in this he had the help of his creators more than anyone else past or present. I feel that in her enthusiasm to present her 'poetic-child' to the world Amrita herself became too emotional in giving an unnecessary notoriety to Shiv as a heart-throwing lover (dil-pheank ashiq.). Any healthy child experiences love-stings like Shiv and dreams love dreams like he did, but every child cannot be a poet. In the lines that are attributed to this side of Shiv's creation there is the show of an irksome mockery. Every effort had been made to present him as a love-torn lover; as a half living, babbling corpse of love's treachery. True to his creators he was expounding all his life a love-lost theme, which was not, his own but was someone else's. He was never allowed to grow up beyond this slippery, muddy stage of deception with alcohol and tob5cco in his body and love-potions in his mind.
But Shiv violently protested against this utter subjugation. In his 'Main to Main' he says:-
'O mere sirjkoTan de trashanhar butkaroTuhadi wansh wich hun bal nahin1k swal jamna siJida uttar wi moran tonTusan sabna sen sangna siTe jad men oodri thup nenMere jungle choun langna siTaan bhuldi sabiyata menShaher de moran to khangna si
He had tried to find himself in his own self. Similar effort has been made again and again in 'Loona'. I feel sure that as time passes on people will try to find out more of the philosophy of his life butt at the occasion of the first national meeting that is being held in London to remember Shiv.
I wish to add my own appreciation of the man who came in our life only for a few brief moments. I had not heard of him in India and met him for the first time when I went to receive him at Heathrow. I was not aware of his poetry either.During all his stay in England I had never found him sober, but he was wonderful to his onlookers, a joke to his critics, and an enigma to himself. What I have written so far is the expression of a mixture of feelings that Shiv generated. But he had something really unique in him which would have him a place of pride among poets of the Punjab. He will be remembered long after his contemporaries would be forgotten for having brought to the Punjabi Kavita a true expression of the Punjabi cultural panorama.
Although he has written on a variety of themes, the main theme in Shiv's Poetry is Chet, Chandni, Joban rutan, Bhalke - nah - rehna. He writes
Phul di mahek marePar agg di mahek na mardi.
A flower does not die only its odour disappears
That is why he wished after death to become first a star and then a second choice a flower to pervade on the earth and sky, be here day or night. A shining star gives its odour in its twinkling - the fire of love. Shiv was himself a fiery person. His laughter was tinged with fire of inner grief and showed a perpetual depression - a fiery depression. He was depressed, is no doubt.
''Main niki umren sara dard banda baethaeadi joban rat lahi dard kenwars hor deo'
In the parts of the Siwaliks there grow wild trees of har sangar (cyctanthes- arbor - tristis). The whole tree flowers around the early hours of the morning and fully grown white - dreamy - tinged with orange flowers fall down almost in rain before daybreak. It is a wonder-ful sight to see this spread of flowers, a massacre of youthful beauty. These are picked up, wovwn into garlands and tied around hair knots by young village lassies. Bushes of chamba and chambeli have also fully grown white creamy flowers that fall in the same way, but not so spectacularly. Chambe-di-kali flower buds are more commonly attributed to chamba. I am sure Shiv as a child must have been impressed by this dramatic death of the full grown youthful flowers, dying at the height of life. This became Shiv's ideal -
'Chambe da phul sajra naio tur paina'
He grieved to see the death of a Chamba flower -Aj ik chambe da phul moeaGal paona de pa ke bahinGora chetar chham chham roea'Asaan te joban ruten marnaMur jana asan bhare bharaeHijer tere di kar prikarma.
These lines are a superb poetry as an example of delicate sensitivity in expression. He filled sadness in the refreshing dew on the fallen flowers - as chham chham roaa and confirmed his faith in the transmigration of the soul.He was truly a poet of nature-flower-soil-death and life, threading these into a garland of laughing sadness. 'Pa tandan de thaknanKis lei katnaOah nah aapnaTan asan kis lai katna hor ji'He wanted to go -'Ni jinde main kal nahin rehna' Asan kis khatar hun jina Is miti kise chuman da phulKade nah ditha khiria'
He was a lover of colour and beauty but with these he wanted purity integrity and respectability. He complained of 'Widwa rut' Widwa joban
Whatever personal and impersonal emotion Shiv experienced he spread these to the outside nature. His outer and inner nature became one many a time, and one waited for the other for the union.'Marua khirna babul Ji,Jad chetar mur aawe'
In every aspect of nature he found an image of death - a phenomena which was unique in Shiv. He said -
'Main chaonda haan aaj da gora dinAanaei maot na mar jae'
No other poet before him, to my knowledge, was so much glamorised by the phenomenon of death as Shiv was. As Shiv was, death truly is a gift that is given to a man at birth and that is not an end, but is a milestone on the journey from beyond to beyond. I see Shiv walking on this path.'Raat chanani main turan'
He will continue to walk and we will continue to see him shining as a star at nightfall and touch him, smell him, enjoy him as a flower, like the chambe da phul 'he will be seen again and again dying on the morning after morning. To him death seems more real then life. No one sees the flower coming into life, but what we see is only the death of the living. But death also is not the end.
'Nahen sade tan koi rog awalraNahan sadi oomsr aakhiri Babul jiAasan mukh da surajDubde tak mur aonnaHe will come back again on the horizon before sunset to live through the night.
I am waiting for that moment when Shiv, like Lord Shiv Ji will recreate himself out of the pieces and bits that he has left for all of us in the form of his poetry - the immortal images of his mortal frame.
'Zindgi us ke liye ik maut thiWho pa gaya hai zindagi dar asal mar jane ke baad.'
Two Great Artists - Shiv with S. Sobha Singh
We are proud to present two articles by renowned authors who have excelled in the art of writing, namely Sant Singh Sekhon and Kartar Singh Duggal. These articles are from their book 'A History of Punjabi Literature'. Their frank assessment of Shiv is given hereunder:-
Shiv Kumar Batalvi (1936-1973)
Born in a village in the Shakargarh tehsil of the district of Sialkot (now in Pakistan), Shiv Kumar Batalvi was brought up in Batala where his father was an official (Kanungo) in the revenue department. After passing the matriculation examination, he joined the Baring Union Christian College at Batala and then Khalsa College, Kadian. But he left the second college also after about a year and joined a school at Baijnath in Kangra district for a preliminary course of engineering. There he fell in love with a girl Meena. Meena died of typhoid fever and like Mohan Singh, Shiv Kumar became a victim of unending bereavement. But whereas Mohan Singh was able to outgrow his sorrow, Shiv Kumar kept it alive in his breast until his death.At his father's insistence he passed a course of land and revenue accounts and actually joined service as a Patwari. Shiv Kumar seems to have acquired an intimate knowledge of the rural scene in a rather isolated corner of Punjab, through his brief experience as a Patwari but it is his Brahmanical culture that links his poetry to the urban Hindu ritual and its picturesque catholicity.His first collection of poems was published in 1960 under the tide Piran da paraga (The Scarf of Sorrows). Shiv Kumar's repeated disappointment in love is poignantly reflected in these poems.
The tone is one of bereavement and despair. The most relished poem in the collection is "Kandiali Thohar" (Thorny Cactus); Kumar compares himself to this plant which grows in the wilderness and on which no human care is bestowed. In this collection as in all his subsequent work, Shiv Kumar takes sorrow to its last limit.The next collection of poems followed in 1961 with the title 'Lajwanti' (Touch Me Not). In these poems the poet starts from his own experience to an objective realisation of the human situation. It has been called a pleasant combination of tradition and experimentation. In this collection, "Garbhavati" (A Pregnant Woman) is one of Shiv Kumar's great poems.The next collection came in 1962 with the title Atte dian chirian (The Sparrows of flour). In these poems, the poet's vision pierces the colourful curtain of romance to the stark reality of life and gives an indication of his deeper acquaintance with human grief and sorrow.
Mainu Vida Karo (Bid Me Farewell) came in 1963. In these poems the poet's lyrical power is at its height and equally pronounced are his intimations of death. It is in this collection that these immortal lines occur:
I am going to die in the season of youth,I am going to depart without emptying my contents,After completing a cycle of separation from you.
In 1965 was published Shiv Kumar's masterpiece, a dramatic poem, "Luna". In this poem Shiv Kumar has taken up the legend of Puran Bhakta which has been called an expression of a significant aspect of the Punjabi psyche. It is the story of Puran, son of Raja Salvahan, resisting the solicitations of his youthful stepmother Luna, who perverts the truth into a big lie and accuses the innocent Puran of having attempted to outrage her modesty. Shiv Kumar changes the legend to an extent, by justifying the youthful Luna's solicitation of her stepson, because she has been married against her will to the old Raja Salvahan. So beautifully has Shiv Kumar advocated Luna's case that beside the iniquity of an unequal marriage, Puran's dutiful rejection of Luna's advances appears as a cruel, ascetically insensibility. The poet has woven the tapestry of Puran's rejection in such a way, that it remains inexplicit till the end, whether the rejection is being presented as a compulsion of Puran's role as an ascetic, or as a rejection of beauty and youth by a cruelly motivated social order.Main Te Main (I and I) published in 1970 is a long poem of seventy-five pages, which is unique in modern Punjabi poetry in both its conception and execution. In the introduction the poet himself writes, "The legend in this poem is not mine, nor is its truth my truth...whatever is mine in the truth of this legend is the truth of my being not of my person. Its psychological background is only a phenomenon of the intellectual and moral scepticism of the present generation. The truth of the hero of this poem is a protest against the false and hollow moral values of today. It is the revolt of modern man's disintegrated personality against the death of his true being." The narrator describes his birth as the result of his mother's sexual hunger even when she is an unmarried woman. This hunger is, according to the poet' sunk deep in the being of every woman, who is basically an unmarried mother. What the poet actually means by this formulation is not quite clear, except on the understanding of the poet's own experience of the basic unmorlity of woman's desire for man as her ravisher and her son as the culmination of her innermost sexual urge.Another collection of poems was published in 1971 under the tide Arti (Prayer). The poems included in it were written between the years 1963 and 1965. Thus they are chronologically later than both Luna. and Main Te Main.
Alvida (Farewell) was published posthumously in 1974 by the Guru Nanak Dev University, Amritsar. It contains poems not published before, and these voice more progressive and revolutionary sentiments than Shiv Kumar's earlier poems. (Sant Singh Sekhon)
Shiv Kumar's poetry is marked be the 'death-wish'.No one may sing this song of mineI alone will sing itI'll sing my songAnd take my leave tomorrowNo one may sing this song of mineI alone will sing itShiv Batalvi recited this poem in a 'Kavidarbar' in 1963: The entire audience was spellbound. A slim, tender, handsome youth, still in his twenties was enchanting the audience with the agony of his melody, a lock of his hair playing on his forehead that he tried to push back with his smoke-stained fingers. He closed his poem with these lines:When I and my songAre no more tomorrow,The lovelorn will comeLooking for us in the graveyard.And all of themWith one voice would say,"Very few are destinedTo die like this."
There was hardly an eye that had remained dry in the audience.It seems Shiv not only cherished the death-wish, he found fulfilment in it. It was no sentimentality, he longed for it from the heart of his hearts and he wanted to die young, in the prime of his youth.
I must die at the peak of my youth.I must return in full bloom.Having suffered pangs 6f from you separationI must die at the peak of my youth.He who dies at the peak of his youthIs turned into either a flower or a star.It's only lovers who die youngOr those who are born lucky.
The more he sang about it, the more the idea gripped him. His life was full of deep wounds. His mother died, his father died, he fell in love with Meena; she was also snatched away by the cruel hand of death. He met another girl who looked like Meena. She jilted him and went abroad. A mere Patwari, he resigned his petty job in disgust. A sensitive youth who could not study beyond matriculation, he threw himself at the mercy of the cruel world; buffeted by circumstances, his soul was bruised. Is it not a lacerated heart that sings thus?
My mother died when I was a sucklingMy father when I was a baby.My sweetheart died when I was youngMy song died unsung.I beg of you, my Lord,Don't hold me up any more.Let me go. .Give me a warm tear
And bless me with pangs of separation Let me go.
Then came a stage when he rejected himself. Such a mood in a perceptive youth, with dreamy eyes and love-songs on his lips, can be disastrous. And a disaster it was. Shiv started chain-smoking, drinking heavily and trying all sorts of odd drugs. He plunged himself headlong into the misery of disillusionment. His contemporaries, not even half as talented, were flourishing and he was left on the streets to live in the backwaters of Batala. His starving young wife and under-nourished children added to his agony. Shiv felt he had already outlived his days:
My love!What for should I live?The soiled flesh of my faceWho will kiss or adore?My love!What for should I live?
Shiv Kumar's Luna remains his masterpiece and deserves a little more elaborate notice.The poet has identified himself with Luna. In Luna he portrays the tragedy of the helplessness of the Indian woman who has remained at the mercy of her men folk; maybe he is a father or a husband or a son. No more would she be the helpless witness of injustice inflicted on her. She is determined to revolt If Salwan the king, who is as old as Luna's father, can marry her, a teenager, why on earth cannot she fall in love with Puran who is of her own age? What if he is her stepson? Says Luna:
When a father shares his daughter's youthAnd no one is outragedWhy should the people's tongueWag at herWhen Luna falls in love with Puran?
Luna is no more the quiet, submissive, self-effacing Hindu woman. She resists her marriage to a man many times her age against her wishes. She rejects his high caste, his wealth, his status and his palaces. She would rather be happy with a young man of her own age, no matter if he is not well to do:I am an untouchableGive me an untouchable husband,Take away these flowersAnd give me a handful of thorns.Snatch away the mansionsAnd give me a humble hutI am the brick of a wallRestore me to my place.
But it was the man's world in which tuna saw the light of day. No protest avails her. No arguments. No reasoning. Her friend counsels her:
Some fitAnd some do not fitWe are the footwear of the menfolk.
And she is married against her wishes to a man who has a son as old as Luna. "I am only a kiss older than him" says Luna. She cannot persuade herself to be his mother. Moreover, his mother was still living, a gentle, pious lady who had been callously passed over. Luna refused to take her place. She would rather have Puran as her lover than as her son. But it is no easy decision. It is a revolt against her times. It is, perhaps, a revolt against nature. It is, indeed, a difficult decision. Luna is miserable. She suffers the pangs of conscience:
Every hourThe serpent of fiery momentsDances in the inner cells of my soulAnd the demon of fear haunts me.I sit and spin the wheel of time,I spin the rays of the sun,
And wind them into a ropeAnd I hang this ropeFrom the roof of my yearsAnd every day I dieWith this multicoloured noose around my neckAnd yet I die not.
It. was certainly no easy decision for Luna to take, falling in love with one whom society gave her as her son. But she took decision. It was frightfully bold of her. She had to through fire.How she suffered! At one stage, it appears, it was no more an emotional involvement, it was a cold, calculated decision, a premeditated strategy, as it were:
I have smeared his pietyWith ugly charges,These charges, in due course,Will blossom into flowersWhich will bloom for years and years.On this earthWhen people will assemble anywhereWhen people will sit anywhereThey will talk about PuranThe unblemished one.
And it seems there is a lot of truth in it Luna is not deceiving herself. She might have filled in seducing Puran, but she eventually, succeeded in winning him over to her point of view. He starts sympathising with her. In this lies Luna's victory. Puran is prepared to die, so that no Luna is ever exploited. It appears to be a sort of vicarious suffering:
Slice away my limbsSo that no SaIwahan, in future,No father, in futureMay share the youth of his daughter.So that everyoneMarries in his own age group,So that never again a LunaLongs for a man other than her husband,And never again the youth of a Luna Is wasted away.
Puran goes a step further. He condones Luna completely. He rationalises her actions and viewing the entire tragedy from a higher level confirms:
There is no sinner hereNor is there any saint;It is the helplessness of circumstancesThis helplessness is named sin.
It is exactly at this spiritual level where Luna also finds herself in the end:From today, for LunaThere is no good, no evilNor day nor nightEvery right is perhaps wrongEvery wrong is perhaps right.
It is at this stage that Shiv passed away.(Kartar Singh Duggal)
I met Shiv Kumar a number of times during his stay in Britain and I was more than sorry to learn of his death. My sympathies and best wishes go out to his widow and his children. I shall remember his friendliness and his eagerness to learn as much as he could about the state of poetry in Britain. But I shall never forget his performances. I have seen many hundreds of poets perform but I don't think that I have ever witnessed such displays of intensity and passion. I knew I was close to a genius.---Spencer Leigh
THE END OR BEGINNING OF SHIV?
MENUijQy ieqrW dy vgdy ny co nIauQy myrw Xwr vsdwijQoN lMGdIAW pOx vI KlonI auQy myrw Xwr vsdw [
My Love Lives There
My love lives there whereThe streams of scent flowNo matter what seasonThere is a continuos fall of snow.
Morns creep into this regionBare-footed and make no soundThe nights adore their feetWith the henna of sweet rays.The fragrance bathes in the moonlightThat's where my love resides.
I have no idea as toHow long I have to liveIn this agonising separationI might gulp down a droughtOf my love in my dream
Oh, No! I have turned intoA mad lover-forgive meMy Lord, I won't commit such a sin any more.
From His Ghazalgoi
I long to die young,There is an abode for youth after deathTo conceal my agonyUnder the garb ofSweet and serene lyricsSorrowful and miserable verses.I have been engaged inLighting the lamps of existence Feeding it with my tears and tormentsI have eaten nine and quarter
Shiv in his inimitable mood recites 'Assan ta joban rutey marna' at a gathering in Coventry U.K. Mrs. Kailashpuri his host is seen next to him
Thousand of suns and moons -Over the thirty years of my beingI shared my happy and joyful momentsWith the milieu unhesitatinglyBut no one has shared mySad plight and pangs of separationMy dark days of gloom are growingMaking my mournful nights unbearableO dear! Don't blame the death - the sublimeIt is the birth that imbibed death in itselfIt is midday sunshine but my shadows are extending (isKr dupihry myrw qW hY Fl cilAw pRCwvW)Graves are eagerly awaiting for you as theLoveful mums await their sons to come home (kbrW aufIkdIAW jIauN puqrW nUM mwvW)
